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Sunday, January 13th, 2008
6:21 pm	Golden Compass This movie was awesome. If you haven't seen it yet, go see it. This test seems pretty kewl too. I really like this concept. I would ask that if you do not know me you don't play around on this. I really want to see how this turns out. On the flip side. If you do know me. Please do this test so that I can see where I end up. Thanks, and Later guys. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 1st, 2008
2:26 pm	Traditions Those who read my journal know that every New Years I post a list of things I did this year that I've never done before. So here goes. Asked for books for Christmas (I'm such a geek), wrote creative non-fiction, watched my cat die, went to the food bank, stayed in a cabin for Valentines day, finally gave up on my family, watched Alice In Wonderland while tripping (would definitely suggest that), made ok money on art commissions, got my own pipe (thanks hon), learned to draw in color, realized I'm ready to have faith again, taught two cats to walk on a leash, taught a cat to play fetch, drank wine on Christmas morning, learned to cook with tofu. This was a hard year. There are moments where I look at what we've been through and wonder how we made it. I'm lucky to have the people I have in my life. 2007 broke me in ways I wasn't ready for. It made me stronger, but it wasn't easy. I guess thats why I have this tradition. To look back at what I did during the year. To look at who I was a year before. That way I can move forward with hope, knowing that I'm getting better, even if I have a long way to go. So today I start 2008 with a smile and a hangover. Happy New Years. Sakita Current Mood: content (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 24th, 2007
1:36 pm	MERRY CHRISTMAS! Happy holidays to all. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 20th, 2007
4:15 pm	SWEET! I'm not a NG Bard anymore. Go college. I Am A: True Neutral Elf Druid/Wizard (2nd/1st Level) Ability Scores: Strength-17 Dexterity-18 Constitution-16 Intelligence-16 Wisdom-12 Charisma-16 Alignment: True Neutral A true neutral character does what seems to be a good idea. He doesn't feel strongly one way or the other when it comes to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most true neutral characters exhibit a lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such a character thinks of good as better than evil after all, he would rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, he's not personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way. Some true neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. True neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally, without prejudice or compulsion. However, true neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it represents apathy, indifference, and a lack of conviction. Race: Elves are known for their poetry, song, and magical arts, but when danger threatens they show great skill with weapons and strategy. Elves can live to be over 700 years old and, by human standards, are slow to make friends and enemies, and even slower to forget them. Elves are slim and stand 4.5 to 5.5 feet tall. They have no facial or body hair, prefer comfortable clothes, and possess unearthly grace. Many others races find them hauntingly beautiful. Primary Class: Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast. Secondary Class: Wizards are arcane spellcasters who depend on intensive study to create their magic. To wizards, magic is not a talent but a difficult, rewarding art. When they are prepared for battle, wizards can use their spells to devastating effect. When caught by surprise, they are vulnerable. The wizard's strength is her spells, everything else is secondary. She learns new spells as she experiments and grows in experience, and she can also learn them from other wizards. In addition, over time a wizard learns to manipulate her spells so they go farther, work better, or are improved in some other way. A wizard can call a familiar- a small, magical, animal companion that serves her. With a high Intelligence, wizards are capable of casting very high levels of spells. Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus</a></b> (e-mail) (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 16th, 2007
8:21 pm	Back In SLC So we made it back to Utah in one piece. Nothing eventful happened. Just another eight hour drive. I guess its normal to evaluate your life when you are close to completing a major goal. Next semester is my last one. No more college after that. For the first time in my life I feel like an adult. Its good. Life is great. I've really come a long way. I look back at that one three credit summer english 101 class and the kid taking it, he'd never guess he'd turn into me. Hell, He wouldn't have associated with the likes of me. I was such an ignorant, naive child. Now I'm almost finished and I can't help but wonder who will be looking back at me when I'm thirty, and would I even talk to that person. Life's curve balls. At least they keep it interesting. I'm glad I made it through this. I'm glad that I've opened my eyes, even if what I see scares me. Thank you all for being there for me. I never could have made it through without you. Sakita Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 31st, 2007
8:12 am	Two for the price of one. The smell of cinnamon stings the senses as I run my thumb over the collection of course coffee mugs. Sips of green bitter bring me back home. After living here you realize, the only thing worse than Utah's attempt at beer, is its failure at coffee. When you visit, I'll show you my favorite shops. The parking lot is amazing. We park 10 feet from our stairs. Those old cold nights, parking on the other side of campus. Breathing out through my nose to keep from chocking on the cold. Getting home. Striping off layers and diving for the covers. Cuddling, sipping wine. So many memories in Miller hall. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 1st, 2007
7:48 am	We hang the camera on the wall now. Hide and seek. Nights smoking in the bathroom. The fan on so no one can smell. Taking a hit while Derek and you played in the tub. Six months of memories, about 20 pictures. We have a hundred of him and miss you more every day. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 26th, 2007
1:07 pm	Graphite scratches on paper. I cross another off. It's sad how my life has been reduced. Red incisions removing gray tasks. The white of my life scarred in gray and red. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 21st, 2007
7:34 am	Kiku, the Japanese word "to listen" and "to ask". It's strange how American that makes me feel. In Japan do husbands ask how your day was and tune out their wives' chatter. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 18th, 2007
7:00 am	Ha Bitches! So Robert Jordan is dead. Why does this amuse me so. For years I've had friends pestered me to read his horrible books. I read one, it blew. Started the second, couldn't get through it, but the pestering continued. As a way out, I've always said "I'll read it after he finishes it". Well the crappy ass writer just bit the dust, leaving his last book unfinished. I would officially like to say "HA BITCHES! Not only do I not have to read it, you've waisted hours of your life on a story with no ending." :D Sakita, (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 12th, 2007
6:57 pm	To My Friends I'm surrounded by porn and I love it. In Montana soft fish fillets are cooked cajun style. We watch the sunsets from our own window. In Utah we hide the porn, nuke burritos, and play video games long past dusk. I love both, Utah has you. Sakita (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 11th, 2007
9:46 pm	I can feel the balance in the blade. The sculpted head snarls. Its made for show, but battle ready. I only buy knives I can use. Mine are normally dull, but you found this. Beautiful and blood thirsty, exactly how I want you to see me. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 9th, 2007
8:21 pm	He's washing and I'm drying. Our plates are white and blue, except two. They're savanna tan with lions on them, but not dishwasher safe. We've been together over two years. This is the first time I remember. You loose something when a machine does your dishes. Current Mood: content (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
11:04 pm	Dear T, I'm taking notes from Colonel Sanders. British modernism never seemed so deep fried. When he scrunches his shoulders, they squeeze like fingers, trying to pop his bristly white head. I wish you were here to whisper and giggle with. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 27th, 2007
4:35 pm	I'm back! So back in school. I know I've pretty much quit using this thing, but I have an idea for the up coming semester. One of my teachers is making me write daily postcards. Now being that this is a writing class, it can't be a list of my daily activities. It has to be 50 well crafted words. So from now on, I'm going to share them with you. Its a different spin on a journal, and could be some fun. Hope you guys like it. This is the first one. I see him in my periphery as I gaze through the glass, screen, second screen and onto crafted, cultivated terrain where renegade golf balls beg crew cut lawns to keep them from the T and iron. Beyond lay wild fields we cant smoke in. We're like that, separated by nets, glass, and selves we built for others to walk on. Then we step past and grip like socks on shag carpet in that inferno waiting to happen. Current Mood: accomplished (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 11th, 2007
4:19 pm	I just beat the poster chalenge on Kingdom Hearts 2. I rock. On another note. My family can be nice. Who knew? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
5:14 pm	So I just called my mom. It's been a long time since I've seen her. I'm not quite sure if I'm ready for this. She's supposed to call me back to tell me if she can make it to dinner tonight. Yeah. I'm not quite sure how I feel. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 1st, 2007
2:52 pm	Traditions So I have this tradition. Each New Year's Day I write about all of the things I've done this year that I've never done before. The sad part is, I'm really struggling to come up with some this year. Is it possible that I've hit a rut in my life. If so, oh well. It's a good rut for now. So here is the list. Bought a motorcycle, learned to ride a motorcycle, got a joint loan with a boyfriend (for the motorcycle :P ), Tabled at AC (and sold art too), started an FA account, broke the 1 year mark with a boyfriend (we're past a year and a half now), got a new years kiss from my lion, stated yoga, learned to kayak, learned to animate, stuck with a major for an entire year, had sex outside (yeah, it took me that long), had a sister get married, made a bong, and I didn't get drunk on New Years Eve. I guess the list is just as long as some of the others have been. This year has felt kind of weird. I'm not used to the kind of stability I have right now. Something about it scares me, but on the other had, its kind of reassuring. I know that Derek and I are going to be in Missoula for at least 4 more years. That's nice, and kinda scary. I guess that's something new. I've started a life with someone else. For once things aren't just a passing moment. Happy New Year's. I hope your year was as good as mine, and your next one will be better than the last. In the end that's all we can really work for. Sakita. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 1st, 2006
2:54 am	I just wanted to tell everyone I am doing better. Thanks for all your calls and comments. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
10:20 pm	Fucked Up (Kiwa Please Don't Read This) ( Kiwa Please Don't Read This ) Current Mood: drained (4 Comments |Comment on this)